Key rings

Monday went by fast, woke up, work, hospital, lunch with michaela, work, boyfriend. Now I am home admiring the key ring I got from my (i dont know why i was about to say my goat sister) ex roomie/goaty/bff/twin from hawaii with my boyfriends name on it. I absolutely love it, she knows me too well. TOO WELL. I started laughing by just seeing the envelope and realized how much I miss her. I cleaned my key rings and sorted it out so I could put my new one on, lol making it into a big project. Jagvetattduköptedenförattdetintefannsmedmittnamn. Anyways, since my bf is already sleeping i am gonna do the same soon, just gonna watch some episodes of Big brother. I miss prison break. Have a great night xx

Bought it in Paris cuz I finally could check "louvren" of my list to do before I die


Bought it when I lived in London and always flew back n forth to sweden


Bought it when I finally visited one of my dream places, Fontana di trevi in Rome


Just recived from this one from my best friend in Hawaii and it's perfect cuz I didn't buy one when we lived together in cebu so I needed one where I think of her and my bf and hawaii of course, need to check that one of my list asap!


My key ring I would die without, too many memories


The goats have known each other like 1 week n r just chillin at the favorite pub in London, Old ship in Richmond

Out

on my way out with michaela now, sober tonight! have a great saturday night xx

remember what makes u wake up in the morning

A few years back I had a hard time waking up, no matter what time it was. Now I find it hard to fall asleep and to stay asleep cuz I don't want to spend one minute not talking to my boyfriend. But I am sure my bad sleeping-habits is going to disapear as soon as I am together with him again, when I don't have anything to worry about cuz I have everything I would ever need right beside me.
My mood this last week has been horrible and when I look back at it now, I can't understad it. Of course I am so frustaded not to be together with my bf but also I just had some hard moments, but just to stop and think about how lucky I really am to have everything I ever wanted in my life makes me want to hit my head for being sad. How can I be sad when I should just embrase everyday when I am lucky enough to be together with the one I love.
If people knew me just one year ago, or a few years ago they would never recognize me today. Hell, I wouldnt recognize me. I realized that life is not all about me, it's about another person and I found him. I am the luckiest girl on earth- Thank you Shane! Mwuah

Bittersweet

Thank you for being the light in my absolute nightmare. When I fall you catch me and for that I am always grateful, you are the best. Love u xx

Worst week

To be honest, my week has been hell and this friday feels exactly the same. BUT!!! I just ordered my new bikini from Victoria Secret from US and it will arrive in a month! The most expensive bikini I ever bought but TOTALLY worth it, so that helped my mood! Just stayin in tonight smashing my head into the wall, hope everyone else has a better friday! xx

Just a reminder

Reminder to everyone who reads my blog, please comment also! It would be fun to know who's reading.. take care everyone, going to sleep 8.30pm haha! That's life when u never can sleep a whole night without waking up and staying awake a few hours every night.. xx
Photo: Thailand, patong beach.. I miss the beaches in Thailand

Can't move!

I think I ran up and down the stairs too much and hyper-cleaned the apartment and the work-out from yesterday feels also that 1 hour power-walk I just made FEELS, my feet hurts and my body is too tired. Laying in my bed now, so happy to rest and get some sleep, tomorrow morning it's back so work. Hopefully I get to talk to my bf before that, 1 year ago since we first met! Love at first sight? haha anyways, good night everyone xx

Laundry day

Spending this day at home doing laundry and cleaning my apartment. Gonna get some stuff ready for my uni as well. 3 months left! Also decided to go trough all my stuff that I can give away to charity before moving to Sydney! Starting to wonder, what ever happen to this dress? Hmm.. xx

You are the light of my life

I will forever be yours, I miss you every second of everyday that you are not here with me. But I know that I have a lifetime together with you to keep up for the lost days when we aren't together. I love you more than anything and I will always love you.

Victoria secret

Cuz I'll soon be living a few minutes from the beach I thought I would treat myself with a new bikini from Victoria Secret!

Lets do this

Just woke up in my parents house on the country side, didn't get any sleep. Miss my bed already! Happy to sleep at home today, just getting ready to go to work then later on I will talk to my bf before going to the gym. I miss the gym! Need to go more often. Setting up goals for me to reach so it's easier to keep track on what I am doing and were I am going. I want to hit myself in the face for being lazy the last few days, need to get my ass back to the gym and do some serious work out haha! Then I will treat myself with some awesome shopping before moving to Sydney, I need a few suits! Suit up everyone, I need to wear a suit everyday, awesome! Take care xx

sweetie

Early morning

Monday morning and I don't have a lot of energy to be honest, I am thinking about moving my gym-time until later instead of now before work. Had a hard time sleeping so think I need to take it easy this morning. Going to work later and also the hospital, no plans for tonight. Feels weird when I don't have anything to study anymore. Take care xx
Photo: Taoist Temple in Cebu

I love you and I miss you

Wonderful Sunday

Started the day of with my best friend, made breakfast and watched a movie. Drove her home and then went to the gym, got home and drank my green homemade juice and decided to go to the solarium to get a tan. I feel great now, missed the gym and the solarium for a while now and it was a perfect end to this week.

Driving around

Yesterday was spent driving around with my best friend, we had a great day and ended the day with some movies at my place. I drank 3 redbulls but couldn't stay awake for the last movie 8pm! Seriously what's wrong with me? I blame my goat-relative-Maria. I set my alarm at 3.30am to talk to my bf, I called me every hour until now 7.30am. Don't have any big plans today, gonna drive Michaela home and make breakfast for her haha! Take care everyone xx

drivers licence

I got my drivers licence today and I am so happy about it, been driving around all afternoon alone! Also spent the day visiting Malin and her baby boy Wincent and then to my brothers place were I stayed for a few hours eating dinner with Jessica n her little baby boy Theo! Baby-day!

U have to experience the bad times to appreciate the good

7 months with my love

Waking up 5am in my bf's shirt to talk to him, we have been together 7 months today! I am so lucky and happy that I have him, the worst part is that I don't know when we are able to see each other again. But I will definitively spend my christmas with him. I love him more than anything!

Dream come true

Valentine's day did turn around, I just got amazing news that I got my Australian VISA for 3,5 years!! I am so excited to move, I am moving in May this year. A little more information for everyone who is curious, I am gonna study at The International College of Management that's located in Manly, outside of Sydney. Just a few minutes from the beach. I am gonna major in Event Management and I will graduate May 2015. I am looking forward to these years in Australia and I can't wait to move. I am gonna live on campus (same building as the school), it's a dream come true.







Is it just me or is my university ironically very much alike my high school in London?

Update on Valentine's day

Now: A glass of wine in my hand, listening to my favorite music and loving it, just chilling with my dog

Valentine's day

Is it too soon to say that I hate Valentine's day?
It's so overrated with this day, but I can not say that I didn't fell for it myself. First time in a relationship on Valentines, I had some plans but it's hard when you are in a long-distance relationship so not anything big. I started the day of, wait for it, with the real valentine's days singers like Celine Dion and Whitney Houston, real love kinda shit, getting into the valentines feeling. After that, I expected the day to feel extra happy and romantic, seriously what kind of crap did I fool myself with? Work was not going well at all and everything went the wrong way, and now I find myself home alone on Valentine's day not talking to anyone. Being by myself doesn't bother me at all, I am happy as long as the people I love are happy. But that I woke up this morning excited for this day makes me wanna slap my face. The day can still turn around but I wouldn't get my hopes up, Valentine's day is just like any other day so why treat it any differently but I surly need a drink now. Don't get me wrong I am happy today, to see my boyfriend happy is everything I need! Take care everyone cheers

Last night

Good morning, I just got back home after a walk with my dog in -10 !! Can it get any colder?
Yesterday I spent the day freaking bored, but I lighted all the candles in my place cuz it was so cold inside and cooked lunch, sweet n sour chicken! Yum!! Then later on I went to the movies with my cousin, we saw Mission Impossible Ghost Protocol and it was AWESOME! Just that kind of movie I love, action! haha Love movies were people fight, don't know why like some of my favorites: The Town, Green street hooligans, Dog Pound and of course Law abiding citizen and Unknown and every single movie with Butler and Liam Neeson and The mechanic with Jason Statham.

This day will be spent studying, working and going to the gym! Take care xx

Can't help it

Waking up early to talk to my bf and I can't help looking at tickets to go back to Cebu even tho I know I can't right now. I decided to go over Christmas instead, but it's sooooo far away and it kills me. Hope I can go sooner, I will found out if I can after I start uni in May. I wanna move from Sweden now, it's cold and awful..

Good day!

I spent this day shopping with my mum and relatives and it was very nice! I got home and worked out for a while, that 6pack isn't far away hahah..
I will spend this evening at home watching awesome movies and prepare for tomorrow when it's awesome-movie time with Lukas haha gonna go to the cinema jonna-lukas-style.. then it all end with a sleepover-party...

New earrings

New PINK jeans and a top for the summer

Aunt Jonna

I am now an aunt!! So happy for my brother and his wife who got the most beautiful baby I have ever seen! Little Theo born February 10th!

I fell asleep like 5am this morning and woke up around 8.30am, but I have a lot of energy so I am thinking about going to the gym later. I am soooo bored. I tried to fix my closet this morning but all my clothes wont really fit, need a bigger one. Wondering how I will get everything to Sydney.. Hmm.. Anyone know the easiest way? Just pay at the airport? But then again, I will live on campus, how much clothes can I fit into my room? haha
Anyway to get more space in my room I threw out my tv, this is how it looks now:


Gonna spend some time studying today, I seriously need to do something fun, my weeks are spent working and studying. Life much. I wanna move to Sydney now! Luckily Theo is here now! xx

LOVE

I will never forget this day! February 10th! <3

True story

- When I get sick, I stop being sick and be awesome instead

Good morning, another morning when I wake up in a surprisingly good mood. I started the day of with some studying, almost done!!! So happy, then some work out and now breakfast. Gonna try to be done with my studying by lunch so I can go to work.

Photo: Yesterday when I was out walking my dog, it looks pretty nice but I do hate it so much. I am starting to get a cold and it's just too freaking cold to walk outside. Save me!!

A life without you is not a life worth living

Good eve! Its now almost 8pm and I am spending the night home with mum, gonna watch one of our tradition tv-shows "Efterlyst", very Swedish of us! Then I need to study before going to sleep. I am still thinking about how to come up with a solution but still nothing, can't just anyone send me to Cebu? Anyways, need to study now. I miss my boyfriend like crazyyyyyy.

Pieces

Wednesday was good until now. I started the day of at the gym 6am and then home to get ready and studied all day and it went well, talked to my bf and everything was good. Then I find out that I can't go to Cebu before uni which I didn't really count on but really wished that I could, and to be honest I hate this. I don't know what to do, I feel like giving up everything just to go but then I give up my whole "secure" future, but how can I choose between that and the one I love? I guess the only logic thing is to keep strong and go through it and focus on the future but all I want to do is don't give a fuck about the future and go to Cebu now. But I know I will regret it, but let me regret it, I just want to go. This makes me crazy. I can't think right now, my brain is trying to come up with a solution but there is none. This day will be spent running errands and I will try to stay happy, at the bright side I get to attend my dream uni but right now it kinda sucks even if it's the best thing in the whole world.

I love Tuesdays!

I love Tuesdays! They always pass by fast and everything seems good. The week just started and slow-Monday is now gone. Today I stared the day of talking to my boyfriend and then worked all day, and work was good! Got so much done fast so got to finish one hour earlier which was awesome so I could go home and talk to my boyfriend again. I went out for a walk with my dog before going home from work and it was freezing! Sweden has turned into ICE age and it's awful. I dream of going to Cebu everyday, wish I could! Anywhere warm would be wonderful compared to here. It's 6.30pm now and I just finished most of my studies and it went so much better than I could imagine, I thought it would take days to pass the test I am doing and I passed it the first time I tried today so that was awesome. Continued my studies for a while and I have now saved up too much energy from sitting still so I have to hit the gym or the indoor swimming pool to get some exercise. Take care everyone xxx

Photo: Just brushing my teeth at Hong Kong Int Airport after a 12h flight lol

Only thing that matters

I am praying that no more earthquakes will hit Cebu or any tsunami. I have been worried crazy all day, it's been a hard day but I am happy that my love is okey so I can spend my day talking to him.

Nightmare

Never been this worried in my entire life. Earthquake in Cebu.

Words can't even begin to describe how I feel about you -love of my life